..A Beginning To A Healthier Life..

Ini cerita sabtu lepas.

Susah nak merealisasikan permintaanku yang satu ini tapi saya memahami keadaan lutut En Hubby yang dislocated since he was form 4 masa lompat tinggi. kalau siapa yang kenal dia maybe perasan cara jalan dia pelik sedikit. kalau lari lagilah pelik...hehe. opsss, I'm sorry Bee

Gitula ceritanya (atau alasan kenapa tak pernah melakukan aktiviti sihat ni sejak dah kawen ni)

But this year, kata azam baru nak exercise regularly jadi kenalah paksa En Hubby ni pergi JOGGING. dia pun actually memang suka bersukan kalau tidak kerana lututnya itu.

Venue : Hutan Bandar Mutiara Rini (rasanyalah, kalau salah tolong betulkan hehe)

Time: 730+++ am (banyak plus plus tu)

En Hubby memulakan sesi jogging.

workout pulak.

Cam-whoring juga :P

hope to make this healthy activity as regular as possible.

..The Review..

i had gone through two annual review recently.

one was on KPI - reviewed by my assistant manager. mine was AVERAGE but i'm okay with that. yelah, what more would i expect kan?

improvement? i'll see what i can do-lah. (langsung tak bersemangat)

the second one is the HOME CLEANLINESS reviewed by En Hubby. and i got 60%. pretty bad, huh? but i jokingly told him it's okay because it's a B (eh, wait..is it a B or a C ek..confused)

but seriously, this one i'm keen to improve. how i wish i can be like Bree Hodge in Desperate Housewives. i mean, it's one of my this year's resolution to be better in home-making so i really hope i can push myself to achieve 80% (according to my hubby's standard).

i'm thinking about making daily schedule. maybe that'll help to be more organized.

..Something Weird..and creepy as well..

i had not heard of this person for years. the last time i saw this person i didn't really forgive this person (honestly at that time i wished that this person won't find happiness for the rest of the life), but at some point, i didn't give a damn anymore and i had forgotten.

but last saturday i had this weird dream. in that dream, we bumped into each other and this person gave me something like car keys ke apa tah and said sorry for everything she had done to me in the past.

and on sunday i was informed that this person had passed away in an accident last week (maybe last wednesday, or thursday, around that lah, not so sure)

so unbelievable at first....

but i recalled someone used to tell me - that sometimes the soul of the dead do come and visit us in dreams but they don't talk. they just like - appear. tak tahulah betul ke tak but it's contrary to what i had - the person did talk.

anyway, i'd like to take it as a co-incidence. tak payah pening-pening fikir.

Dear Heart

Dear heart,

Please do not feel things i can't endure

Please do not hold grudges i can't forget


Please, please and please

..Twilight..

finally watched both Twilight movies.

i prefer the first one. these are my favourite two ayat by Edward Culens:

1. "I feel very protective of you"

2. "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"

* how come vampires can melt human's heart ek..hehehe...

antara parts / scenes yang saya suka:

- all parts in slow-motion hehe (e.g :the entrance of Cullens siblings to cafe, the Cullens' family baseball game, etc..)

- part Bella yang berfikiran 'extra-ordinary' (e.g: when Edward tells her he can read people's mind except Bella's - then Bella asks is anything wrong with her)

- part bila Edward and his Cullens family being protective over Bella

- part Bella and her father (i think her father is sweet)

owh, i dah macam nak list downkan semua part dah ni so i must stop now.

And as for Twilight Moon, i kurang suka sebab Edward yang pergi meningalkan Bella. Then ada the ware-wolves yang asyik nak menunjukkan body ketul-ketul, ish tak suka.. Pastu pulak Bella macam jahat menggunakan Jacob the Ware-wolves tapi kesian jugak dengan dia sejak kene tinggal dengan Edward.

sebenarnya i yang suggested kat En Hubby beli 2 movies ni sebab dia macam indesicive nak tengok ape during our last visit to DVD store. sebab En Hubby memang gemar tengok cerita-cerita vampire ni.

tapi bila tengok dia kata boring banyak part percintaan and cakap saya sengaja persuaded him to buy Twilights ni sebab saya yang nak tengok sebenarnya..pulak dah..seriously, i didn't know it's a romantic fantasy film..kalau tau, dari dulu lagi i dah beli..hehehe..

..blablabla..

2nd day of stock take.

padahal bukan ape sangat pun setakat monitor and coordinate anak-anak buah for auditing.

tapi tapak and tumit kaki sakit gila. hujan pulak tu time nak balik. kecut-kecut kaki sebab kasut basah.

walaupun begitu, i was kind of looking forward for this stock take sebab malas + tak de mood nak kerja.

haih, dah tahun baru semangat tak baru-baru gak lagi...

..guru mee segera..

title ni bukan i yang cipta - but 'quoted' from last Saturday's Buletion 130.


dah lama tak dengar pasal KPLI ni. honestly, i do hope education ministry will call this programme off. sukati aku je ek..marah orang-orang yang tiap-tiap tahun apply KPLI ni kang.


in a way, program KPLI ni memang agak 'menyusahkan' saya. i know i had always whined and complained about my current job but i dont want to be a teacher either. bila saya rungut2 pasal tawar hati dengan engineering thingy, my parents, my MIL and my hubby will insist on me applying KPLI. sampailah sekarang *sigh


untuk sedapkan hati semua orang, i did apply when i was in final year and did take the KPLI test. tapi lepas tu tak dipanggil untuk interview pun. *the truth is - i jawab test tu half-heartedly dengan perasaan 'macam mana kalau dapat ni...'


entahlah - i've been a substitute teacher before - TWICE. sekali masa habis matriks tunggu result nak dapat uni and sekali lepas grad sementara nak konvo. been there, i just know that i couldnt afford to be a teacher, let alone a good one.


nak jadi guru yang baik mesti ada minat yang tinggi dan rasa tanggungjawab towards the students' success. dan success di sini bukan setakat academical sahaja, malahan sahsiah juga. bukan setakat ambil KPLI sebab tak dapat kerja lain or sebab rasa salah pilih course dulu or sebab rasa jadi cikgu best kerja separuh hari or sebab jadi cikgu best sebab dapat kerja government.


i truly respect those yang betul-betul minat dan ikhlas in educating. like my parents - i know they just love being a teacher. even if given another chance, i'm sure they'd still want to become a teacher. jadi biarlah profession guru ini untuk orang-orang yang betul minat, bukan kerana alasan-alasan yang diboldkan di atas.


to me, KPLI banyak (bukan semua) diapply untuk alasan-alasan di atas. Jadi KPLI patut tidak diteruskan lagi sebab kesian dekat students yang ambil ijazah pendidikan (yang kebanyakannya memang minat nak jadi cikgu sebab tu apply pendidikan dalam borang UPU) yang belum dipostingkan sebab dah terlebih guru katanya and kesian juga dekat saya yang selalu disuruh apply KPLI..


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