..Doa..

Dear Allah,
I can't quite understand of this miserableness,
I don't understand what
And I don't understand why I bother

I can't breathe easy,
I cant forget and I can't forgive

Dear Allah,
All I want is the humble feeling
That i belong to You
And nothing else should matter

Dear Allah,
Please guide me always
Along the way.

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..Jar of Hearts..

I love the lyrics and she writes her own song. *I always love singers/bands who writes their own song - they tend to sound honest and full of soul.

I also love the cover version by Lea Michele in Glee. *Owh, Prom Night episode sangat best. Suka sangat Mercedes and Sam hehe. Ok, enough about Glee.

As for now, this my 24/7 song. The voice is so amazing, tak puas nak dengar. The words are so deep and touching, like "I learned to live, half-alive" and "You're gonna catch a cold, from the ice inside your soul..."

You know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

..Beli nombor..

*Bukan nombor berekor tu yer.

Too bad #101 is not even open for bidding. Why-lah?

So, narrow down the best two of the 'left-over' choices: 141 or 797? Which one..*garu pala.



Btw, speaking of nombor berekor, saya teringat masa zaman mula-mula kerja dulu, saya agak culture shock tengok rakan sepejabat yang beragama Islam print nombor-nombor berekor itu untuk DIJUAL kepada rakan seagama.

Maybe that's the price of development or modernization or civilization or what-so-ever we may call it.

Dan bila ada gambar-gambar anak pak menteri togok air haram disebar melalui e-mail, there was this one fella being defensive ''Ala, tu pun nak kecoh. Orang Islam kat luar tu berlambak-lambak minum arak. Apa nak heran? Biasala tu...''

Hmm, I thought selemah-lemah iman adalah membenci dalam hati?

Marilah kita sama-sama doa supaya hidayah yang ada pada kita tak ditarik oleh Allah. Supaya hati kita tak kan jadi redha dengan kemungkaran. Supaya takkan terdetik dalam hati kita 'ala, biaselah tu, zaman sekarang...'

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..The Anniversary..

Today marks the 3rd anniversary of ours. How time flies....

And Alhamdulillah, the love and affection grows stronger each day :)

Dear Allah,

May this love be eternal. Amin.

Dear Boo-Boo,

Honestly, I couldn't ask for more. Of course you are not perfect, but who needs perfect when your cuteness (hehe) could always cheer me up and make me smile like a teenage girl in love haha.

Our advanced anniversary celebration:

I love you :)

..Kuching Trip Part III..

Sebelum bercerita pasal this very meaningful weekend, let's finish up the previous entry of Kuching trip.

Day 3 (last day):

Flight ke KL pukul 3 petang, jadi pagi sempatlah meninjau suasana Pasar Tani Satok. Top-up souvenir mana-mana yang rasa macam tak cukup. Sempat beli seaweed walaupun totally clueless macam mana nak masak ia :P

Gambar yang sempat diambil @ Pasar Tani Satok:

Right after that, pusing-pusing cari tempat breakfast. And we decided to have it here:

Mee kolok special (which was served with sup tulang)..

Satay

Nasi lemak. First time saya jumpa telur masin goreng, bak kata orang sini "Nyaman" :)

Yang ni paling special. Roti canai ni ada daging kisar, disalut dengan telur, lepas tu letak sos cili dan mayonis (lebih kurang macam tulah, tak ingat sangat turutan dia). Nyum-nyumm...


Kedai Coffee 'O Corner ni memang ramai orang so I guess it's a local favourite.

Lepas tu kelam kabut balik homestay mengemas apa-apa yang belum dikemas. By 1 pm, En.Razak (suami Kak Su) hantar kami ke airport.

Departed from Kuching at 3pm. Rasa macam tak puas lagi berjalan kat sini, tapi oklah sebab managed to go to those most popular places.

Bye-bye Kuching, we surely miss you.

..Very Very Special Guests..

Tak sabarnya nak menunggu ketibaan my vvsg ni hehe. And I'm taking half day tomorrow.

Tapi besok pun nak kena submit audit report. Adoii...

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..Kuching Trip Part II..

Day 2.

As planned, we went to Pasar Sarikin and perkampungan kampung melayu di seberang Sungai Sarawak (nak cari kek lapis).

The day before, Kak Su (homestay owner) ada pesan kalau nak pergi Pasar Sarikin, better pergi awal dalam pukul 7 pagi. Dia concern sebab our group ada baby (lil' Soffea) - katanya kat pasar tu panas that's why she suggested early morning so that by 11 we should be done with the shopping.

But, that morning, tangan Soffea melecur sebab dia terpegang goreng pisang panas. Poor her, kesian sangat tengok dia sakit camtu. Luckily, after going to clinic, Soyya dah tak nangis-nangis lagi, maka at around 11 am kami bertolaklah ke Pasar Sarikin which took about 1 hour and a half.

And hari tu pulak hujan, so at least kami tidaklah berpanas.

Scenery along the way:

Sampai-sampai je, benda pertama dibeli adalah payung hehe.
Tak banyak gambar di-snap as we were quite busy with the shopping. Kebanyakan (ke semua) yang meniaga di sini adalah Indonesian.




This was taken semasa sesat-sesat mencari jalan pulang hehe.

So, malamnya, naik sampan tambang 50 sen seorang (no life jacket). Kejap sangat rupanya nak ke seberang. 2 minit pun tak sampai kot. Nun di seberang sana dah nampak dah lampu-lampu meriah.



Sampai dah ke jeti seberang sana.

Asalnya nak cari kedai Dayang Salhah tapi entah kenapa bila dah sampai sana, kami beli kat kedai Mira Cakehouse which is not bad :) Kek harga RM10, except for jenis asam manis, RM12 kot. Beli 10 dapat 1 free.

Tokey kedai minat kat Aisya, siap bergambar dan dapat souvenir cake hehe.

Dah beli kek, lepak makan-makan kat foodcourt. Servisnya agak tak okay lah bagi saya. Dengan waitress yang tak berapa nak polite and gerai nasi ayam penyet tu sungguh tak efisyen dan lambat sangat-sangat. Tapi nasi ayam penyet nya sedap :)




To be continued.