The clingy one.

I've been wondering why is he so clingy, so duduk setepek dgn me every time i'm at home these past few days.

It made me a little worry because normally he acted so manja when he's sick.

But today I think I know why.

Maybe his being clingy is because he knew I am the one who needs it.

Sobs.

I love you, mocha.

Good night

Pandai cari bantal kalau nak tido.

Salam 2014

Assalamualaikum.

I miss blogging suddenly.

I've stopped writing for more than a year now.  But I guess, it's in my blood to write.  I just have to write again (even if I don't really have anything much to write).

I love writing.  I love rambling my thoughts. 

So, for now, that's all for introduction (eheh).

..Timbul Sekejap...

Rupanya blogspot dah bertukar rupa....

I have nothing nice to write.  But I'm writing anyway....Maybe these days, I 'write' more on Facebook kot...bluwergghhh...*typical, typical facebook-er, I know*

Well, anyway....

I once heard this somewhere - "Life is like maths.  If you think it's too easy, then it's probably wrong somewhere".  And hell, it's so damn right!!!

Hmm....so what else?

My current 'situation' has not changed since my last entry - I still don't know what to do.  Still falling apart.  Still can't find my way.  Still lost.

But whatever it is, I still have faith that everything will turn out OK.  Maybe not today, not tomorrow, not in a few weeks time.  But eventually, it will be OK.  InsyaAllah.

I can feel it in my heart that Allah is listening to me.  That's where I find my strength.

....

Tolonglah hati...

Tolonglah kuat...

:'(

..Ramadhan Kareem..

It's the fifth day of Ramadhan already. I quote Wardina Saffiya "I hope I graduate Ramadhan this year a better muslimah". I really really do hope so.

The first three days of Ramadhan were spent at hometown. Being around family is definitely heaven :)

Although one unfortunate incident happened on the 4th day - I know it's a blessing in disguise. It also made me realize there are still kind-hearted people out there who are willing to help strangers in need without expecting anything in return. For that, I am very very thankful *huhu, rasa nak nangis by the time I'm writing this*

Thank You Allah for giving me another chance to meet Ramadhan this year. I hope I'm not wasting it.

May all of us get the chance to grab as much reward as we can get in this holy month. InsyaAllah.

..The crazy one?..

Hah!

Feels like forever since I last updated this blog.

I'm not sure why, but I feel like I've been in a very 'weird place', so I decided not to blog. Or else, I might write something I'd regret in future.

In a way, sometimes I feel like I'm a "Lynette". Well, if you're a fan of Desperate Housewives, you'd know what I mean :p

Maybe I just don't know how to be happy. Or maybe I'm just simply crazy.

But I have to believe that whatever this is, Allah gives this to me. I just don't know the reason. Yet.