Tak faham.

Aku selalu tak faham kenapa.

Kenapa kebanyakan mereka akan cari jugak point untuk highlight kekurangan kita.  Lagi-lagi selepas dikoreknya kelebihan kita.

Kes aku.  Tak ada anak.  Maka itulah yang disebut-sebut orang.

1.  "Oo yang dah lama kahwin tapi belum ada anak tu ye?  Haa..ingat-ingat"
2. "Belum ada anak boleh lah pergi jalan-jalan"
3. Kadang bila ditanya apa kerja kita dan suami, dah dapat jawapan dia menambah pulak "Hmm..Ada orang Allah bagi rezeki lain, tak bagi rezeki anak" Eh, eh.
4. "Tak ada anak bolehlah pakai baju kembang"
5. "Tak ada anak bolehlah belit-belit tudung"

Dan bermacam-macam lagi lah. 

Tak pelah. Senyum jela.

Dan nangis dalam hati.

Rezeki

Kadang-kadang bila promote my business items dekat  personal fb or ig, rasa down memang tak boleh cakapla..

The likes normally less than 10 likes.

Biasa yang like tu dari kalangan famili (terima kasih semua keluarga..I love you all so very much).  And adalah a few from kawan-kawan yang juga sangat-sangat supportive. 

Mulalah terdetik dalam hati "Ada ke orang nak beli barang yang aku jual ni"

Tapi cepat-cepat positifkan diri.  Yang rezeki Allah tu luas sangat-sangat.  Kena yakin.  And paling penting jangan give up.  Jangan putus doa.

Alhamdulillah.  Lepas tu tiba-tiba ada sister from Singapore order sekali 13 helai shawl.  And another sister from Oman order 14 pcs. 

Rasa macam nak menangis  sebab tak pernah terfikir nak dapat customer from outside Malaysia *okay, emo, I know.. But it's true. 

So what I'm saying is that rezeki Allah sangat luas. Tak dapat customer from Malaysia, tak pe.  Ada lagi satu dunia boleh jadi potential customer.  Bersangka baik dengan Allah.  Jangan putus asa untuk terus mintak dari Dia.  Mintak dan terus mintak.

I am just still a very beginner and I have lots to go through and to learn.

I'll toughen up InsyaAllah.. In Allah I believe.

My dear Mocha

Story 1

He is an indoor cat and we got him spayed so that made him unable to fight other cat.

I was not at home when it happened.  A strayed cat got in my in-laws' house and he got involved in a fight.

He was shaking in shocked when I got home.  And was fierce and tried to bite to everyone who tried to touch him.  I sat near him and he slowly crawled to me. 

I was touched that he found his comfort in me..sobs..

Story 2

He does not really like children.  Every time there are children around, he will hide.

One day our cousin's son tried to play with him.  He started to feel intimidate and started biting.  I tried to calm him down by gently rubbing his head.  And the kid tried to do so, too.  Mocha's quick reaction was to bite the kids fingers but unfortunately my hand was closer to his aim.

But in a second he stopped when he realised that was actually my hand.

I was touched that he stopped himself from biting me despite his quick reaction.

I love you, too, Mocha.

Hopeful

Bismillah.

Now I am training myself to be positive which is not easy. (Hah, negativity spotted!!)


It's about time that I'm realising it now that I am pretty much a negative person.  Well, that has to change.  NOW.

Let us all have a positive day and life ahead.

If people complain, instead of being defensive, I should find room to improve.
If people being rude, well, there are others who are nice, polite and considerate.  I'll focus on those nice people and just ignore the rude ones.

InsyaAllah - towards a better human being.

Pot and kettle..

When someone (on her/his own social media medium) calls someone else 'keyboard warrior' - doesn't that make her/him one too?

That's another pot calling the kettle black, I guess.

Chill people, chill...

Or whatever.

@accesories.essentials

Today I created one new instagram account for my small side business of accessories and clothing for women.

I hope this will be a beginning for a new adventure.  I will put my heart and soul into this, InsyaAllah..

Come "visit my ig" ehehehe..

Okay I'm old..

Bila tengok trend budak-budak sekarang kat media social yang macam hipster ke fashionista or whatever it is (pose yang wajib adalah dengan handbag dan pandang bawah)...

What came to my mind coming across these pictures:

1. Who took their pictures with such poses like that like all the time?

2. They sure have lots and lots of clothes and handbags and shoes, etc etc...

Okay.  Maafkan makcik.  Makcik tak condemn.. Some of the pictures are really really cool.

It's just that I don't get it.  Especially my number 1 question.