..Vindicated..

Another favourite song back in uni time - "Vindicated" by Dashboard Confessional. Best kan lagu ni.

Hope dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye

And roped me in
So mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated

[Chorus]
I am Vindicated
I am selfish
I am wrong
I am right
I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along

And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself

So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intentions
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated, so motivated
I am certain now that

[Chorus]

So turn
Up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away [3x]
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away [4x]

[Chorus]

Slight hope
It dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

P/S : Vindicate means 'to prove that something is true or that you were right to do something , especially when other people had a different opinion'

..Count Down..

Mak Abah will be coming back this Thursday :)

Bila tengok berita pasal jemaah haji yang dah balik rasa teruja, tak sabar nak jumpa Mak Abah.

Mak hari tu siap pesan nanti jumpa kalau boleh jangan cium-cium dulu, takut ada jangkitan..

Comel je kan :)

..Me and my messy stuff..

Sometimes i think i am more 'organized' with being messy. Because saya ni jenis yang campak-campak je barang and campur je semua barang without categorizing it. And 'magically', I normally manage to find the thing when it's needed - it'll just take longer time :P

And i think i proved it right when i tried to be neat and organized - letak barang-barang di tempat yang sepatutnya instead of atas sofa, instead of dalam bakul baju post-washing, and now i lost them all.

Dah berbulan-bulan barang-barang yang hilang tak dapat dijumpai. I totally forgot where is the 'tempat sepatutnya'!!!

Adoiyai.. I should have just let my messy things as they are...

..The Break-Up..

These two are splitting up already...Sayangnya, because they look so sweet and 'loving' together. Apalah Tony Parker ni - dapat wife yang cukup gorgeous and funny macam tu pun still nak menggatal dengan orang lain. Tak paham betul...

Well, good look, good personality still don't promise happiness. Then whatelse do? *sigh

Btw, these are my other favourite couples *who are still not splitting up ;P Let's hope they wont la kan?

Chris Martin & Gwyneth Paltrow

Ben Afflect & Jennifer Garner

..The Positive One..

I really admire this America's Next Top Model season 14's runner-up.

Raina.

I think she's pretty, but the more interesting fact about her is her positive attitude.

She didn't cry, didn't crumble over her losing. Instead, she managed to still think positive that although she didn't win the competition, she had learned and gained a lot from it.

And she can still smile and congratulate the winner - so sweet lah this girl...

I hope I can learn to be that positive.

..The Long Weekend..

Tomorrow is Sultan Johor's birthday so it's public holiday.

Tetiba rasa macam nak berjalan so last Friday, I spontaneously proposed to En Hubby to go to Melaka. And he agreed!

Semalam bertolak ke Melaka around 2pm, arrived Melaka at 5pm. Will update pictures in the next next entry. Dan hari ni dah balik JB dah.

Btw, hari Jumaat before cuti someone told me "Cuti lagi. Penatlah cuti" - although a few days before she was so excited counting down the days to the long weekend. Saya yang kehairanan tanyalah "Cuti pun penat?"

Jawapan dia : "Yelah, saya cuti bukannya boleh baring-baring, tidur-tidur...Anak-anak saya bukan reti duduk diam..blabla.."

Ok. First - saya pun tak de baring-baring, tidur-tidur time cuti walaupun saya tak de anak.

Second - Can't you just let your kids play, instead of yelling at everything they do? I think, then only you can 'rest'.

..Salam Aidiladha..

Me - beraya di JB. Dan saya sangat terharu dengan adik-adik yang pandai membawa diri beraya tanpa Mak Abah di tanahair. I think I do not need to worry about them too much anymore, they are big boys now...

As for me, I tried to make a decent Raya meal *kunun-kunun, but yet, we still ended up eating in McDonald. Rupa-rupanya ramai je yang 'beraya' kat McDonald ni huhuhu.

Nak dijadikan cerita siap masak pagi tadi around 10am (huhu, lewatkan? contrary to my officemates yang petang semalam semua rushing nak masak after balik kerja). Masak nasi kunyit dengan rendang ayam. And owh, that was my first rendang ayam ever :) Tengah siap-siap nak serve untuk dimakan, mangkuk yang saya dah isi nasi kunyit tu tiba-tiba pecah - by itself. Tak pasal-pasal kang ada yang makan serbuk kaca, makanya, terpaksa buang. Arggh..Nak masak lagi sekali makan masa - 2 kali kukus tuh...Perut dah lapar, so the fastest choice is McDonald.

Btw, presenting my first Rendang Ayam (tak dapat carik daun kunyit, letak daun limau purut saja). Mintak resepi from my aunt di malam raya.

SALAM AIDILADHA TO ALL MUSLIMS.