Facebook Status (Part I)

Before I went on deactivating my FB, I took some (crazy) effort to copy my statuses from the beginning. Memang macam tak de kerja, but I actually feel very attached to each of them, because sometimes they just pop-up in my mind out of nowhere, so I must 'preserve' them somewhere that is not deactivated. Of course-lah boleh je re-activate balik FB tu on and off, but, let's not do that eheh.

While going through my old posts, I think, deactivating FB is really a right decision. Entah apa-apa aku mengarut dulu-dulu kat situ, haishh 🤦🏽‍♀️

Sekarang kalau ada quote yang tiba-tiba pop-up dalam kepala, aku letak kat sini je @mygoldpen

So, after finding and filtering, here are some of it:

Although i am not an emotional person, that doesn't mean i have no emotion.

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I don't wave the flag

Or be presence at the merdeka parade

But that does not make me a non-patriotic Malaysian.

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All I need is a nightmare.

To wake me up.

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I am not paranoid.

I just don't know what to do.

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"Some things are better left unsaid"

(but please read my mind)

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Don't judge me.

You don't even know my shoe size.

What makes you think you can fit in it?

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I want to be a good person.

But all I am is just a rational freak.

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The reason why most people can't see is because they don't care.

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It's not lost.

It's not forgotten.

It's subsconscious-ed.

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Sometimes we forget to count the blessings when we are too busy being miserable.

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I don't know what to do anymore.

Maybe because I still don't know what to do.

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It's when we close our eyes that we feel our heart.

But life requires us to open them to see reality.

Whatever, whatever.

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What's the point of trying to try harder when you actually don't even want it anymore. 

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There's a HUGE difference between being ego and being upset.

Just so you know.

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Don't judge people by their facebook profile.

What's on the wall is only their alter ego.

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The worst part is not being trapped.

The worst is believing that there is no way out.

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I am not comfortable with people worrying too much about me.

It makes me worry even more.

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