Thursday, November 15, 2018

Aging Factor

Entah kenapa hari ni tersentap pulak dengan statement pasal orang tua-orang muda ni. Mungkin faktor usia, eheh.

Yang sebetulnya aku selalu ada kerisauan bab-bab dressing, sebab aku mostly masih stick to the same old dressing style like when I was in my early 20’s. Masih pakai jeans, tshirt, sneakers, and my bags collection pun masih sama style macam zaman study dulu. Haha, bila taip ni rasa macam selekehnya lah makcik ni. Berbalik isu risau tadi - risau takut nampak macam orang tua tak sedar diri dressing macam budak-budak. Gitu. Tapi selalunya aku sedapkan hati, asalkan tutup aurat dan kita sendiri selesa dalam pakaian tu, lantaklah apa orang nak kata kan?

Isu sentap tadi ada kaitan dengan perihal dressing ni. Tapi contradicted sungguh dengan kerisauan aku selama ni. Aku malas nak taip panjang-panjang pasal tu, cuma nak point out the point yang aku boleh pulak ‘tersentap’ dengan statement orang pasal ‘dressing orang muda-orang tua’. 

Nampak sangat makcik dah tua, dah cepat sentap. Haishhh..

Okay, tak de point sungguh post ni, makcik saja nak membebel (in a subtle way-lah konon). Sekian bebelan.

Wednesday, November 14, 2018

The Forsaken

I care too much
about you
about them
about everyone
about everything
else, but me

**malas pulak nak pi cari dan tepek disclaimer 😅

Thursday, October 18, 2018


Tinggi gila 175cm. Haha, tiba-tiba sungguh.

Yelah, banyak model-model ni tingginya 175cm, memperagakan clothing yang bersaiz S. Maka aku tertanya-tanya, aku yang kurang ketinggian ni nak beli saiz apa? Adehla.

Maka aku pun sedar diri dan tak jenguk dah baju-baju berukuran model-model tu.

Wednesday, October 17, 2018

The Media Social in Dark Blue

I activated my Facebook recently, stayed active for a while - added a few new friends and even posted a “What’s On Your Mind” thing (why don’t I just say ‘post a status’ 🙄), and owh, not to mention all the stalking to ‘catch up’ and ‘keep up’ with.

*sigh. Spent Wasted such a good time there.

So, I guess it really is not for me anymore. I’m better off without it.

Saturday, October 13, 2018

Of Twisted Mind

I keep reminding myself
that it is too good to be true.

That it must comes with a twist.

And then I realized after it’s already too late;
that I am the twist.

Disclaimer: All poems may be or may not be from my own experience. Some are merely from observationsJust chill, don't speculate 😝😝

Sunday, October 7, 2018

Matter of the Heart

Why has it been almost 3 weeks since I last wrote in here? And I actually type writed, instead of wrote in the last phrase *sigh. Something is quite wrong with me *sigh again.

I was not busy at all. I had things in mind that I want to write about, but I just didn’t feel like writing. Haha, same old excuses.

I wanted to write about Ketupat Palas. There was a story about ketupat palas. Well, not really a story, more of a thought, actually. But, haihh, don’t really how to. Haha. So will get to that on the next next post.

Something had changed in these past 3 weeks. I realise that as I get older, change is hard. Change is sad. Change is depressive. I didnt really know how to deal with change lately. So I just keep telling myself to keep istighfar, praying that the heavy feeling in my heart would be lifted out. Alhamdulillah, after 3 days, I got better. And I’m fine now. Alhamdulillah.

So the point is, Allah is the owner of our heart, He is the turner of the heart. So always, always turn to Him. And ask Him.

Saturday, September 15, 2018

Please Don’t Fade Away

Sometimes it seems
there are not enough memories
to remember things by

And the sadder part is,
even memories fail at times

I don’t want to forget,
so please don’t fade away.