Tuesday, December 6, 2016

The Stolen Voice

I believed it when you told me
          to shut up
that my words were worthless

I believed that without my voice 
        your world would've been much better 

So I shut my mouth 
                 ever since

I believed you
And I hope you're happy.

(**this is still a raw draft**)

Disclaimer: All poems may be or may be not from my own experience. Some are merely from observations. Just chill, don't speculate 😝😝

Monday, December 5, 2016

..Of Parading Happiness..

The thing about parading your happiness around the social media is the effect it has to the people you choose to EXCLUDE out of that happiness.

Especially when the people are the ones who loves you unconditionally but you're too blind/stupid to see it.

But mostly their love is so UNCONDITIONAL they'll choose to avoid the drama no matter how deeply hurt they are.

They'll choose to just feel happy for you although they're not a part of it.

Thursday, November 17, 2016

Unintended

What i love the most about Muse is the lyrics (besides the suara tarik-nafas haha)

Come across this old song masa belek-belek YouTube jadi repeat 88 kali.


"You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens
To my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken
Pieces of the life I had before

Before you"

Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Time Travel

How do you go back in time?

The answer?

YOU CAN'T.

Tuesday, November 15, 2016

Jodoh


I've been thinking about this dah lama. Dari zaman bujang-bujang dulu lagi. Eheh.

Masa zaman tu yang kecoh pasal Mawi Ekin dan ex-tunang Mawi. Bukanlah aku fikirkan pasal mereka ni cumanya situasi mereka tu yang buat aku confused pasal jodoh.

Sebab orang kata janganlah salahkan Ekin, dah tak ada jodoh Mawi dengan ex-tunangnya. So the confusing part is: is it okay to break someone's heart using that reason? Tak ada jodoh?  So you could just find someone more attractive and leave the one you're currently with?

Banyak lagi contoh terdekat but let's not list them all.

I think it's so wrong to use the jodoh reason to dumb the person you're with to be with someone else. Kau yang gatal tapi salahkan takdir?

But now I've found the answer (eheh macam eksperimen cinta pulak).

The thing is dalam Islam bercouple tu salah. So in the first place, you shouldn't date anybody. And if you don't date anybody you won't be breaking anyone's heart. You'll get married to your jodoh eventually without you having to dumb anyone before that.

Yup, that makes sense.

So to the 'players' out there, don't play the jodoh card anymore. If you believe in jodoh so much you won't be dating anyone before you're married.

Period.

Friday, September 23, 2016

The Circle

EAST ➡ WEST ➡ NORTH ➡ SOUTH ➡ WEST.

Hopefully the next is back to EAST for good to round it up.

Amin.

Wednesday, September 21, 2016

The End of Brangelina

Been scrolling FB newsfeed last night and news about their break-up was all over the wall.

So I guess it's just about time. Finally the most gorgeous couple (or should I say sexy couple) on earth is untying the knot.

I used to write about my favorite Hollywood's A-list couple back in 2010. And guess what? They're all divorced now.

http://mygoldpen.blogspot.my/2010/11/break-up.html?m=1

Okay, enough gossiping 😝.

Till later.