I have nothing
I once heard this somewhere - "Life is like maths. If you think it's too easy, then it's probably wrong somewhere". And hell, it's so damn right!!!
Hmm....so what else?
My current 'situation' has not changed since my last entry - I still don't know what to do. Still falling apart. Still can't find my way. Still lost.
But whatever it is, I still have faith that everything will turn out OK. Maybe not today, not tomorrow, not in a few weeks time. But eventually, it will be OK. InsyaAllah.
I can feel it in my heart that Allah is listening to me. That's where I find my strength.