Friday, January 29, 2010

..the season is back..

nikmatnya dapat makan the king of fruit.. i dont know about the standard price, but 3 bijik for RM50? i think it's a bit pricey. i dont think i would ever spend more than RM30 for durian *kedekut!

but this one, En Hubby kinda 'surprised' me. yesterday was his off day, he went to pontian for some business and also bought me durian. siap call pesan jangan makan ubat, ada surprise katanya hehe.

i know he didnt like eating durian or anything smelly (macam budu, cencaluk, sushi which is so opposite to his wifey ;P ), tapi sebab saya pernah cakap makan durian kena makan dengan orang yang suka durian jugak - baru ada feel, so dia pun makan jugak supaya saya dapat feel itu.

oh, you are so sweet..thanks a zillion..

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

..Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi..

Semenjak tinggalkan zaman sekolah ni, macam-macam istilah i dengar. sekolah premierla, sekolah bestari lah, so sekarang ada Sekolah Berprestasi Tinggi pulak.

Sekolah kesayangan SSP pun listed jugak..bangga sungguh walaupun saya bukanlah produk yang berkualiti sangat huhu..

copied from today's Berita Harian Online, here is the full list:

Sekolah berasrama penuh:
1. Sekolah Tun Fatimah (STF), Johor Bahru
2. Sekolah Datuk Abdul Razak (SDAR), Seremban
3. Kolej Melayu Kuala Kangsar (KMKK), Perak
4. Sekolah Seri Puteri, Cyberjaya
5. Sekolah Menengah Sultan Abdul Halim, Kedah
6. Kolej Tunku Kurshiah (TKC), Seremban
7. Kolej Islam Sultan Alam Shah, Klang
8. Sekolah Menengah Sains Tuanku Syed Putra, Perlis
9. Sekolah Sultan Alam Shah, Putrajaya
10. Sekolah Menengah Sains Muzaffar Syah , Melaka

Sekolah menengah harian:
1. Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Perempuan Sri Aman, Petaling Jaya
2. Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Aminuddin Baki, Kuala Lumpur
3. Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Sultanah Asma, Kedah
4. Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan (P) St George, Pulau Pinang

Sekolah rendah:
1. Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Bintang utara, Kuala Lumpur
2. Sekolah Kebangsaan Zainab (2) Kota Bharu, Kelantan
3. Sekolah Kebangsaan Taman Tun Dr Ismail 1, Kuala Lumpur
4. Sekolah Convent Kota Taiping, Perak
5. Sekolah Kebangsaan Bukit Damansara, Kuala Lumpur

Btw - untuk sekolah menengah - i perasan lebih banyak single sex schools.  is there any researches that proves single sex schools are better than co-ed schools?hmmm...


I was planning to make a new header in conjunction with this 100th post.

but obviously, i'm not.

not in the mood for anything.

just need to rebuild a shattered dream. :(

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

..Sorry Blame It On Me..

this is not a new song but everytime listening to it - it's still touching.  maybe because the way he tells his story, the way he apologizes - it seems honest.  but i dont know the whole story of what's behind the song.  dont care-lah..just enjoy the song..


As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibilities
And I realized that everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things that I've done
And things that haven't occured yet and things that they don't want to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the time that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know

That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my sons
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there

Because I'm in the streets like everyday
I'm sorry for the things I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do

I'm sorry that you had to go and sell those bags

Just trying to stay busy until you heard from dad

When you would rather be home with all your kids

As one big family with love and bliss

And even though pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree

He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief

I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would of listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the feds came and took me away

I understand that there's some problems
And I'm not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show

If I can't apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain
And you could put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me

Said you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me

I'm sorry that it took so long to see

But they were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani

I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
And for the embarrassment that she felt
She's just a little young girl tyring to have fun
But daddy should of never let her out that young

I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage

In a 21 and older club they say

Why doesn't anybody want to take the blame

Verizon backed out disgracing my name

I'm just a singer trying to entertain

Because I love my fans I'll take that blame

Even though the blame's on you

Even though the blame's on you

Even though the blame's on you

I'll take that blame from you

And you can put the blame on me
And you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

And you can put the blame on me
And you can put the blame on me

Monday, January 25, 2010

..sweet SMS..

i was not feeling well last Thursday - like everything was not well.

my head felt heavy, my stomach ached, got flu, a little feverish. so I texted my teammate, Ms Tang to inform her i needed mc that day.

her reply was so sweet:

"Ok..Know that you're not feeling well for days already..Thanks for working hard..Today just take rest on MC la..I'll inform Stenver.."

*Stenver is our team superior.

tho' i didn't really understand nor agree the 'working hard' part, but i think she's so sweet..

Saturday, January 23, 2010

..bye bye love and the beach..

i'm changing my blog look.

so no more love on the beach header hehe.

boring dah ngan template warna coklat tu. currently biarlah warna putih dulu until i'm rajin enough to change to something new.

Friday, January 22, 2010, i'm addicted..

really in need of a cup of coffee right now.
pic from Yahoo Images
and i'm blogging live from office right now..haha. first time for this blog.

have a nice weekend ahead :)

Thursday, January 21, 2010

..About My Soulmate..

semangat betul - lepas baca entri puan yatie chomeyl ni, terus nak buat gak tag ni..hehe.

1. First time jumpa your hubby bila and kat mana?
Masa praktikal kat MSET Shipbuilding, Gong Badak, Kuala Terengganu

Tarikh i ingat lagi 04/04/05 (which was the 1st day En Hubby start praktikal)
oh ya, i ada cerita kat sini before.

2. Love at first sight?
Haha. Not at all. In fact, i kinda menyampah sikit tengok dia masa tu

3. Who is he when the first time you met him?
Another trainee from UTM

4. How long does it take for him to ask you out for a date?
Hmm...did he? hehe. entahlah, sebab kita memang kawan-kawan masa praktikal so i guess there's no such thing-lah.

5. First place dating.
Dating maksudnya lepas 'couple thing' lah kan? OMG, i dah lupa..

6. How he proposed?
On a sesi meluahkan perasaan through a phone conversation.

7. Special date with your hubby?
Tunang : 19/2/2007
Kahwin : 07/06/2008

8. Changes that he asked you to do?
Ni macam lebih kurang sama sikit ngan Yatie Chomeyl huhu.

He always asks me to be more organized, more rajin mengemas - which is so diffcult to me..

9. What is about that you love so much.
He's so cute (sila muntah), caring, loving, very protective, berwawasan, bercita-cita tinggi, has broad shoulders ehem (ni semua memang ciri-ciri lelaki idaman i dulu)

10. What is about him that you wish he would change?
None. Of course there are a few things about him that annoys me sometimes, but at the end of the day, I'm fine with everything that he is (eh, jiwang sangat kenapa ni)

11. You will lose your mind and crack your head when he?
- Doesn't get that i tengah merajuk dan perlu dipujuk
- Bila dia marah

12. You will smile through your eyes the whole day when he?
Been acting cute. (macam kalau i tengah masak and dia datang mengacau-ngacau, then dia berlari-lari ke living hall sambil tengok-tengok belakang konon-konon macam i nak kejar padahal i tak kejar pun hahaha)

13. Complete below sentences
My love towards him is : INFINITY

p/s : i nak tag semua orang yang rajin nak buat :)

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

..Golden Globe award..

i've yet to watch it. dah rekod tapi belum ada mood nak tengok.

but as always, although i'm not a fashion person at all, i still love to watch the celebrity's dresses. jadi saya pun buat kerja tak de faedah - browsing golden globe pictures heh.

so far, i think Kate Hudson punya dress cantiklah (tapi tak tengok semua pun lagi ni)
tapi kasutnya macam pelik jek..

pic from :

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

..Public Mutual..

okeh, hari ni terasa macam nak share something useful sikit.

rasanya ramai yang dah join Public Mutual Unit Trust Fund yang pakai cash method tu kan.

so let's share about something quite new - investing using your EPF money.

Basic pemahaman adalah - jumlah yang boleh dilabur adalah 20% of the amount excess of the required Basic Savings in Account 1.

Table shows the Basic Savings Required in Account 1.

Here's the calculation of how much you can invest:

(Amount in Account 1 - Basic Savings Required in Account 1) X 20%

*Please note that minimum amount to invest is RM1000

Okay. Bagi contohlah kan.

1. Kalau umur tahun ni ialah 28 tahun, jadi, dari table yang diattachkan di atas, Basic Savings required in Account 1 for age 28 is RM14K

2. Next, check lah your latest EPF statement ( Lepas check, katalah ada RM20K (contoh je ni) dalam account 1.

So pengiraan adalah seperti berikut:

(RM20K - 14K) X 20%

= RM1200

3. Minimum amount is RM1K kan, so qualified la nih untuk melabur.

4. Bolehlah hubungi ejen Public Mutual terdekat :)

Monday, January 18, 2010

..My Sister's Keeper..

This type of movie is really my thing nowadays. It revolves around family, love, life and humanity. I cried watching it like a baby. adehla, sungguh cengeng.

By the way, here's a brief review from me:

Mainly, it's about Kate Fitzgerald, who had been diagnosed with leukemia and bone marrow cancer since she was 5. In order to stay alive, she needs a marrow donor who is genetically matched. Unfortunately, her brother, Jesse is not.

So her parents, Sara and Brian Fitzgerald opted for the recommended-yet-no-so-legal method to have in-vitro baby - who is 'engineered' to be Kate's genetic match. So Anna Fitzgerald is born.

But when she's 11, Anna gets herself a good lawyer, Campbell Alexander to sue her parents for medical emancipation. She refuses to donate her kidney to Kate and wants the right to have control over her own body. The reason - she wants to live her entire life normally.

Eei, budak ni agak selfish di situ... Pelik betul dengan decision Anna walaupun at the same time rasa jugak kesian sebab she had undergone numerous surgeries, transfusions and shots to help Kate.

Tapi sebenarnya Anna tidaklah sekejam itu - Kate is the one who persuaded Anna to do so because she decided not to fight the cancer anymore after her boyfriend (also a cancer patient) died.

Tersentuh tengok ketabahan Sara (played by Cameron Diaz) yang sanggup buat apa saja walaupun at times she crossed the line.

The movie ending - Kate died. This is contrary to the novel version where it's Anna who died, instead of Kate. Eh, sejak bila pulak i pandai baca novel ni? Hehe. Taklah, i baca novel review saje :P

Anna won the court case. Everyone moves on after that. Sara pursuing her career as a lawyer which she quitted before to take care of Kate. Jesse got a scholarship to art school. Brian trains the city problematic youth.

Moralnya : Manusia hanya merancang, Tuhan yang menentukan.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

..Sunset at Senibung..

Terjumpa gambar ni masa godek-godek gambar lama.

tengok tarikh kat gambar - 2007. hmm, dah lama rupanya saya menjadi perantau di negeri johor ni.

Gambar diambil ketika menunggu makanan yang diorder dekat kedai makan nasi lemak berlauk di senibung.

*tak ada idea nak blog apa sebenarnya..

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

..A Beginning To A Healthier Life..

Ini cerita sabtu lepas.

Susah nak merealisasikan permintaanku yang satu ini tapi saya memahami keadaan lutut En Hubby yang dislocated since he was form 4 masa lompat tinggi. kalau siapa yang kenal dia maybe perasan cara jalan dia pelik sedikit. kalau lari lagilah pelik...hehe. opsss, I'm sorry Bee

Gitula ceritanya (atau alasan kenapa tak pernah melakukan aktiviti sihat ni sejak dah kawen ni)

But this year, kata azam baru nak exercise regularly jadi kenalah paksa En Hubby ni pergi JOGGING. dia pun actually memang suka bersukan kalau tidak kerana lututnya itu.

Venue : Hutan Bandar Mutiara Rini (rasanyalah, kalau salah tolong betulkan hehe)
Time: 730+++ am (banyak plus plus tu)

En Hubby memulakan sesi jogging.

workout pulak.

Cam-whoring juga :P

hope to make this healthy activity as regular as possible.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

..The Review..

i had gone through two annual review recently.

one was on KPI - reviewed by my assistant manager. mine was AVERAGE but i'm okay with that. yelah, what more would i expect kan?

improvement? i'll see what i can do-lah. (langsung tak bersemangat)

the second one is the HOME CLEANLINESS reviewed by En Hubby. and i got 60%. pretty bad, huh? but i jokingly told him it's okay because it's a B (eh, it a B or a C ek..confused)

but seriously, this one i'm keen to improve. how i wish i can be like Bree Hodge in Desperate Housewives. i mean, it's one of my this year's resolution to be better in home-making so i really hope i can push myself to achieve 80% (according to my hubby's standard).

i'm thinking about making daily schedule. maybe that'll help to be more organized.

Monday, January 11, 2010

..Something Weird..and creepy as well..

i had not heard of this person for years. the last time i saw this person i didn't really forgive this person (honestly at that time i wished that this person won't find happiness for the rest of the life), but at some point, i didn't give a damn anymore and i had forgotten.

but last saturday i had this weird dream. in that dream, we bumped into each other and this person gave me something like car keys ke apa tah and said sorry for everything she had done to me in the past.

and on sunday i was informed that this person had passed away in an accident last week (maybe last wednesday, or thursday, around that lah, not so sure)

so unbelievable at first....

but i recalled someone used to tell me - that sometimes the soul of the dead do come and visit us in dreams but they don't talk. they just like - appear. tak tahulah betul ke tak but it's contrary to what i had - the person did talk.

anyway, i'd like to take it as a co-incidence. tak payah pening-pening fikir.

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Dear Heart

Dear heart,

Please do not feel things i can't endure

Please do not hold grudges i can't forget

Please, please and please

Friday, January 8, 2010


finally watched both Twilight movies.

i prefer the first one. these are my favourite two ayat by Edward Culens:

1. "I feel very protective of you"
2. "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"
* how come vampires can melt human's heart ek..hehehe...
antara parts / scenes yang saya suka:
- all parts in slow-motion hehe (e.g :the entrance of Cullens siblings to cafe, the Cullens' family baseball game, etc..)
- part Bella yang berfikiran 'extra-ordinary' (e.g: when Edward tells her he can read people's mind except Bella's - then Bella asks is anything wrong with her)
- part bila Edward and his Cullens family being protective over Bella
- part Bella and her father (i think her father is sweet)

owh, i dah macam nak list downkan semua part dah ni so i must stop now.

And as for Twilight Moon, i kurang suka sebab Edward yang pergi meningalkan Bella. Then ada the ware-wolves yang asyik nak menunjukkan body ketul-ketul, ish tak suka.. Pastu pulak Bella macam jahat menggunakan Jacob the Ware-wolves tapi kesian jugak dengan dia sejak kene tinggal dengan Edward.

sebenarnya i yang suggested kat En Hubby beli 2 movies ni sebab dia macam indesicive nak tengok ape during our last visit to DVD store. sebab En Hubby memang gemar tengok cerita-cerita vampire ni.

tapi bila tengok dia kata boring banyak part percintaan and cakap saya sengaja persuaded him to buy Twilights ni sebab saya yang nak tengok sebenarnya..pulak dah..seriously, i didn't know it's a romantic fantasy film..kalau tau, dari dulu lagi i dah beli..hehehe..

Wednesday, January 6, 2010


2nd day of stock take.

padahal bukan ape sangat pun setakat monitor and coordinate anak-anak buah for auditing.

tapi tapak and tumit kaki sakit gila. hujan pulak tu time nak balik. kecut-kecut kaki sebab kasut basah.

walaupun begitu, i was kind of looking forward for this stock take sebab malas + tak de mood nak kerja.

haih, dah tahun baru semangat tak baru-baru gak lagi...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010 mee segera..

title ni bukan i yang cipta - but 'quoted' from last Saturday's Buletion 130.

dah lama tak dengar pasal KPLI ni. honestly, i do hope education ministry will call this programme off. sukati aku je ek..marah orang-orang yang tiap-tiap tahun apply KPLI ni kang.

in a way, program KPLI ni memang agak 'menyusahkan' saya. i know i had always whined and complained about my current job but i dont want to be a teacher either. bila saya rungut2 pasal tawar hati dengan engineering thingy, my parents, my MIL and my hubby will insist on me applying KPLI. sampailah sekarang *sigh

untuk sedapkan hati semua orang, i did apply when i was in final year and did take the KPLI test. tapi lepas tu tak dipanggil untuk interview pun. *the truth is - i jawab test tu half-heartedly dengan perasaan 'macam mana kalau dapat ni...'

entahlah - i've been a substitute teacher before - TWICE. sekali masa habis matriks tunggu result nak dapat uni and sekali lepas grad sementara nak konvo. been there, i just know that i couldnt afford to be a teacher, let alone a good one.

nak jadi guru yang baik mesti ada minat yang tinggi dan rasa tanggungjawab towards the students' success. dan success di sini bukan setakat academical sahaja, malahan sahsiah juga. bukan setakat ambil KPLI sebab tak dapat kerja lain or sebab rasa salah pilih course dulu or sebab rasa jadi cikgu best kerja separuh hari or sebab jadi cikgu best sebab dapat kerja government.

i truly respect those yang betul-betul minat dan ikhlas in educating. like my parents - i know they just love being a teacher. even if given another chance, i'm sure they'd still want to become a teacher. jadi biarlah profession guru ini untuk orang-orang yang betul minat, bukan kerana alasan-alasan yang diboldkan di atas.

to me, KPLI banyak (bukan semua) diapply untuk alasan-alasan di atas. Jadi KPLI patut tidak diteruskan lagi sebab kesian dekat students yang ambil ijazah pendidikan (yang kebanyakannya memang minat nak jadi cikgu sebab tu apply pendidikan dalam borang UPU) yang belum dipostingkan sebab dah terlebih guru katanya and kesian juga dekat saya yang selalu disuruh apply KPLI..

apakah motif entri ini sebenarnya? Hari Guru lambat lagi...

Monday, January 4, 2010 favourite lunch..

this addiction had started since i was introduced to Nasi Padang back in 2007 oleh officemates masa kerja kat Kawasan Perindudstrian Dewani (ceh nama penuh).

semenjak itu, asyik nak makan Nasi Padang jek... my favourite kedai Nasi Padang is the one dekat Kg Melayu Majidee. kedai tuh depan sekolah agama. bila makan kat situ terasa macam berada di Padang pulak, owner kedai pun memang Indonesian, pasang tv channel Indonesia..memang feel.

aiseh, i'm drooling while writing this.

this was taken on our last visit to this Warong Sembang-sembang. to enhance the appetite, kena request daun pisang :)

Sunday, January 3, 2010


baru terhegeh-hegeh nak tengok Papadom.

dulu masa cerita ni ada kat wayang, ada jugak ajak Hubby pergi tengok tapi dia macam tak berapa nak jek. tak bestlah kalau paksa-paksa nanti dia tak enjoy, i pun tak enjoy lah.

kelakar dan sedih at the same time.

Liyana Jasmay is the real actress la - patutla menang Best Actress Award. suka tengok dia punya acting - so natural. Afdlin tak payah cakaplah - memang superb.

tapi kenapa part yang ada boria and scene kat bilik kuliah dekat-dekat nak ending tu terasa macam menonton filem A razak Mohaideen pulak ek?

but anyway, menghiburkan.

Friday, January 1, 2010 year, new age, new resolution..

can't belive 2009 has come to its end..rasa macam baru je habis SPM and now i'm 'embracing' the age of 28...huwaaa.. i'm old, i'm old isk ;(

agak pelik - lepas je zaman sekolah, rasa masa tuh berlalu cepat sangat. each year passes without me quite realizing it. sedar2 dah year end, sedar2 umur dah 28 *sigh

i think it's lack (or none) of resolution *baik punye alasan that made it so..

so this year i need some resolution so i can stay motivated and focused throughout 2010:

- nak jadi muslimah yang lebih baik (to try to do ibadah2 sunat and be istikamah)
- to have baby : both hubby and me are ready now :)
- be a better superwife (more cooking, more efficient in home-making...)
- be a better daughter and sister
- career wise: get myself ready for new challenges
- take better care of hubby and myself (exercise regularly, eat healthily)
- want to start part-time business

That's the major ones. hope this 2010 will be fulfilled with lots and more faith, love, happiness, health, success, inspiration and motivation