Most of the times, my mind would react positively to people's remarks (although most of them are supposed to be conceited, annoying, insulting remark). And in a few seconds, it would go away and didn't leave scar in my heart. I'm really thankful for that 'gift' - that I don't have to deal with so much hurt and hatred inside of me.
But there are times, some remark does hit me and cut me real deep - when this happens, it'll take years to forget.
Just a few days ago, someone just 'slapped' me with her mean statement. So hard I didn't know how to fake a smile afterwards.
It's funny, though. Masa susah, ayat-ayat nya sungguh 'down-to-earth'. Bila dah dapat rezeki,, sesedap rasa nak merendah-rendahkan orang lain. Cepatnya manusia lupa.... Well, I didn't expect you to mengenang budi but the least you can do now is to not look down on others.
*I'm being emo, I know.. or perhaps, over-reacting? I don't know why I bother... but it just felt sad.
Well, it's okay. *deep breath.
Enjoy your rezeki. Brag about it all you want.
To me, I'll take it a test. My hardship is a test from Allah. And your rezeki is a test, too, in case you don't know.