Dear Heart

Dear heart,

Please do not feel things i can't endure

Please do not hold grudges i can't forget


Please, please and please

..Twilight..

finally watched both Twilight movies.

i prefer the first one. these are my favourite two ayat by Edward Culens:

1. "I feel very protective of you"

2. "I don't have the strength to stay away from you anymore"

* how come vampires can melt human's heart ek..hehehe...

antara parts / scenes yang saya suka:

- all parts in slow-motion hehe (e.g :the entrance of Cullens siblings to cafe, the Cullens' family baseball game, etc..)

- part Bella yang berfikiran 'extra-ordinary' (e.g: when Edward tells her he can read people's mind except Bella's - then Bella asks is anything wrong with her)

- part bila Edward and his Cullens family being protective over Bella

- part Bella and her father (i think her father is sweet)

owh, i dah macam nak list downkan semua part dah ni so i must stop now.

And as for Twilight Moon, i kurang suka sebab Edward yang pergi meningalkan Bella. Then ada the ware-wolves yang asyik nak menunjukkan body ketul-ketul, ish tak suka.. Pastu pulak Bella macam jahat menggunakan Jacob the Ware-wolves tapi kesian jugak dengan dia sejak kene tinggal dengan Edward.

sebenarnya i yang suggested kat En Hubby beli 2 movies ni sebab dia macam indesicive nak tengok ape during our last visit to DVD store. sebab En Hubby memang gemar tengok cerita-cerita vampire ni.

tapi bila tengok dia kata boring banyak part percintaan and cakap saya sengaja persuaded him to buy Twilights ni sebab saya yang nak tengok sebenarnya..pulak dah..seriously, i didn't know it's a romantic fantasy film..kalau tau, dari dulu lagi i dah beli..hehehe..

..blablabla..

2nd day of stock take.

padahal bukan ape sangat pun setakat monitor and coordinate anak-anak buah for auditing.

tapi tapak and tumit kaki sakit gila. hujan pulak tu time nak balik. kecut-kecut kaki sebab kasut basah.

walaupun begitu, i was kind of looking forward for this stock take sebab malas + tak de mood nak kerja.

haih, dah tahun baru semangat tak baru-baru gak lagi...

..guru mee segera..

title ni bukan i yang cipta - but 'quoted' from last Saturday's Buletion 130.


dah lama tak dengar pasal KPLI ni. honestly, i do hope education ministry will call this programme off. sukati aku je ek..marah orang-orang yang tiap-tiap tahun apply KPLI ni kang.


in a way, program KPLI ni memang agak 'menyusahkan' saya. i know i had always whined and complained about my current job but i dont want to be a teacher either. bila saya rungut2 pasal tawar hati dengan engineering thingy, my parents, my MIL and my hubby will insist on me applying KPLI. sampailah sekarang *sigh


untuk sedapkan hati semua orang, i did apply when i was in final year and did take the KPLI test. tapi lepas tu tak dipanggil untuk interview pun. *the truth is - i jawab test tu half-heartedly dengan perasaan 'macam mana kalau dapat ni...'


entahlah - i've been a substitute teacher before - TWICE. sekali masa habis matriks tunggu result nak dapat uni and sekali lepas grad sementara nak konvo. been there, i just know that i couldnt afford to be a teacher, let alone a good one.


nak jadi guru yang baik mesti ada minat yang tinggi dan rasa tanggungjawab towards the students' success. dan success di sini bukan setakat academical sahaja, malahan sahsiah juga. bukan setakat ambil KPLI sebab tak dapat kerja lain or sebab rasa salah pilih course dulu or sebab rasa jadi cikgu best kerja separuh hari or sebab jadi cikgu best sebab dapat kerja government.


i truly respect those yang betul-betul minat dan ikhlas in educating. like my parents - i know they just love being a teacher. even if given another chance, i'm sure they'd still want to become a teacher. jadi biarlah profession guru ini untuk orang-orang yang betul minat, bukan kerana alasan-alasan yang diboldkan di atas.


to me, KPLI banyak (bukan semua) diapply untuk alasan-alasan di atas. Jadi KPLI patut tidak diteruskan lagi sebab kesian dekat students yang ambil ijazah pendidikan (yang kebanyakannya memang minat nak jadi cikgu sebab tu apply pendidikan dalam borang UPU) yang belum dipostingkan sebab dah terlebih guru katanya and kesian juga dekat saya yang selalu disuruh apply KPLI..


apakah motif entri ini sebenarnya? Hari Guru lambat lagi...

..my favourite lunch..

this addiction had started since i was introduced to Nasi Padang back in 2007 oleh officemates masa kerja kat Kawasan Perindudstrian Dewani (ceh nama penuh).

semenjak itu, asyik nak makan Nasi Padang jek... my favourite kedai Nasi Padang is the one dekat Kg Melayu Majidee. kedai tuh depan sekolah agama. bila makan kat situ terasa macam berada di Padang pulak, owner kedai pun memang Indonesian, pasang tv channel Indonesia..memang feel.

aiseh, i'm drooling while writing this.

this was taken on our last visit to this Warong Sembang-sembang. to enhance the appetite, kena request daun pisang :)

..Papadom..

baru terhegeh-hegeh nak tengok Papadom.

dulu masa cerita ni ada kat wayang, ada jugak ajak Hubby pergi tengok tapi dia macam tak berapa nak jek. tak bestlah kalau paksa-paksa nanti dia tak enjoy, i pun tak enjoy lah.

kelakar dan sedih at the same time.

Liyana Jasmay is the real actress la - patutla menang Best Actress Award. suka tengok dia punya acting - so natural. Afdlin tak payah cakaplah - memang superb.

tapi kenapa part yang ada boria and scene kat bilik kuliah dekat-dekat nak ending tu terasa macam menonton filem A razak Mohaideen pulak ek?

but anyway, menghiburkan.

..new year, new age, new resolution..

can't belive 2009 has come to its end..rasa macam baru je habis SPM and now i'm 'embracing' the age of 28...huwaaa.. i'm old, i'm old isk ;(

agak pelik - lepas je zaman sekolah, rasa masa tuh berlalu cepat sangat. each year passes without me quite realizing it. sedar2 dah year end, sedar2 umur dah 28 *sigh

i think it's lack (or none) of resolution *baik punye alasan that made it so..

so this year i need some resolution so i can stay motivated and focused throughout 2010:

- nak jadi muslimah yang lebih baik (to try to do ibadah2 sunat and be istikamah)
- to have baby : both hubby and me are ready now :)
- be a better superwife (more cooking, more efficient in home-making...)
- be a better daughter and sister
- career wise: get myself ready for new challenges
- take better care of hubby and myself (exercise regularly, eat healthily)
- want to start part-time business

That's the major ones. hope this 2010 will be fulfilled with lots and more faith, love, happiness, health, success, inspiration and motivation

InsyaAllah.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :)