CAUTION : This entry contain anger and repeating of word 'stupid'
actually this happened quite some time ago. tapi disebabkan baru-baru ni seseorang ni telah 'declare war' dengan saya - suddenly everything this person did that hurt me back then datang and rewind themselves dalam kepala saya.
(i'm pretty bad at forgiving and forgetting.. *sigh)
i remembered last year i started to buy self-help / motivation books (selama ni pinjam orang / library je). i sedar diri i ni gila low self-esteem and i find reading those helping and soothing my inner crisis what-so-ever.
then one day, this person belek-belek my collection (yang tak berapa nak banyak tu) and said " Ada jugak orang tulis buku macam ni and ada pulak yang beli" sambil belek-belek buku tu dengan muka macam 'eeii, baca buku macam ni?'
i was like - WHAT??!! seriously terkedu sekejap. of course dia tau yang i did buy that book.
perlu ke hina orang baca buku macam ni? geram gila - macam ni punya orang pun ade ke??!!
being disrespectful is one thing, being INSENSITIVE is another.
although you might consider yourself as a person who doesnt need self-help book, but still, i pity you.
and i don't adore you and your life AT ALL.
and i'm so glad that we're not talking anymore now.
so relieved that i dont have to put up with your insensitivity anymore.