Mengalah Bukan Kalah

It was exhausting to be sleepless at night thinking about things you know you can do nothing about. It was a waste of everything - time, energy and even peace of mind. But I couldn't help it - feeling hopeless yet still trying to find a way to put a stop to it.

I wish I am stronger and wiser. 

But all I am is just an overthinking freak 😔